BRUCE X KINGDOM

     The first semester is over. It is so cool…so many cool friends…I love you so much…. Although some of you have already left…..I had been writing the script for nearly 2 months….finally it is finished….so happy ….hope it could be a fantastic work…...

      After the final exams…everything goes crazy ….some friends are leaving….we party all night long…we drink...we dance….we get drunk….we laugh…we cry…we shout…we scream…we go crazy….so tired… but it’s so cool…a part of my life…haha……

  For the X’mas eve we go get drunk again……hanging out until next morning……days and nights, upside down….it is still party time!!.....the same during new year eve perhaps…..~~~    

Merry the f*cking X’mas and  Happy the f*cking new year babe!!!!

  Me….so animal…alcoholic ,crazy, sexual ,party animal…….before the new sem. Start…Let’s animal together……@#$%$#^%$%&

sorry , i'm drunk.......

Love is such a stupid thing. Everyone in love is stupid, crazy, but everyone loves to be stupid, and everyone ought to be stupid. The time they break, they fall, they cry, is the time they are sober.

Love sometimes means happiness, but it usually turns into sadness eventually. I don't give a damn to count the hours we’ve been together. It was just a state of mind.

Back to the theme, that stupid thing, for someone it is everything, for someone it is nothing, for you, for me, for him, for her, I don't know what it could be. The real love, it happens, but just like the shooting star, how many of them could ever fall onto the earth? In the movies, it happens a lot, attracting people to be the same kind of stupid, guiding people to another stupid world.

The one in love who is not stupid, he or she must be the goddamn motherf*cker who is only playing around, never shows his real heart. Being stupid in love is not a bad thing. It is just the moment that 2 persons come together, fooling around. When they get stupid enough, then they choose to get a baby. This is how life goes on. We need? Yes, we need. But how much do we need?

I’m not talking about the love between you and your lovely mother, you know, of course. And it is the very first love story I’m telling now. So…listen carefully.

For the guy I’m going to talk about, the longest one just 9months, or even shorter. But better than nothing, he had loved and he had been loved.

The first time, he didn't find that he was in love. He was too young, and so was she. They were just happy when they were together. That’s all. Nothing. Is it the first love? Who the hell knows? Just let it be……

The second time, he found it. He became so stupid, of course, just like everybody. They were still too young, so that who could tell them what is what and what is what? So, it was just a “so”. So what? Still nothing, even if they kissed. Perhaps they don't even know whether that was love or not now. So, still let it be……

The third time, he was a high-school student, though it is only the first year in the high-school. That girl was his classmate in the secondary school, and they were very good friends, then a summer time later, couples. High-school is not TOO young, right? So they found that they were in love. But they were not in the same school now. There’s a big distance between them, very big. But they kept on sending messages by mobile, even until the midnight. So stupid, right? When he needed her, she appeared. When she needed him, he appeared. Is it so good? They were stupid, but not enough. There were so many things they couldn't handle. They kissed, they #$%&*ed, but their hearts were not together any more. It might because the long distance. It might be his indifference. Or it might be her fantasy in mind. Anyway, a call, they broke up. Sadness? Hurt? A kind of. But he had predicted the ending already before the call. It could be love? There was not even a stupid sentence like “I love you” between them. But they knew it was. This stupid thing doesn't need that stupid sentence. They knew each other too well, and they could not find anything new. The girl said she could be the normal friend as before. But the boy, not only him, everybody knows that it is impossible. But they did, two friends with a huge distance between them.

The girl said before that he is too smart. Yes, too smart. Even found out those guys “around” her. But that bullsh*t was over, so he doesn't want to bother to think again.

It’s the time to talk about his last year in the high school. It was so tough. It will be a waste if I spend a dozen of pages to say how tough it was. There’s a girl, very beautiful girl. They were not in the same class, but they had some same lessons that they could be together. That boy was not a wood. That girl was not a stone. So everyone knows what happened. The boy became stupid again. But what about that girl? She must be, but she never tell. Even if they kept on sending messages until midnight or even daybreak, they were not sure whether they were or not. It was so obvious, but they were so stupid, so they could see. There is no kiss, no &%$#@, but the boy knows that, he loves her. But the year passed so fast, just like the shooting star, just a flash, and they graduated. Both of them went to great universities, different, in different cities. The distance is even longer, but they are still very closed now. only closed. Still, there’s never stupid sentences like “I love you” between them. But the boy is still thinking about her. They meet online sometimes, and still really closed friends. This is called Plato love, mentally, words, not real. The boy handed out, kissed, &%$#@ed, got drunk……with other girls, honkies, even guys, but he knows that he is not stupid at all when being messed up with those mess. It’s not love. No, it is not. The boy is not a playboy, nor a gay, just having fun, or more truly, satisfying his desire. That girl is so f*cking faraway. But so, what if it was near? The girl is just a Plato lover, not for real. The boy is just like divided into 2 halves. One is going to &%$@, one is going to love, or more realistic, to find a love. The girls %$#@ed have been forgotten. The honkies %$#@ed have left. The guys %$#@ed hurt. No one got his love. His heart is not open. He is in a catch-22. He is about to split. He is so……

This story has no ending. Maybe just not yet. This boy knows what he wants. He is not stupid, and he is so smart. He doesn't know how to deal with that kinda Plato love. He wants something real. He doesn't care it would be a girl or a boy, or a poor cat. Just something to fill the emptiness. That’s it. Anything.

Back to the theme again, love is so f*cked up stupid. If you are not stupid, do not try. Otherwise, you are hurting others, or you will be hurt by someone. Hope you could be really stupid, never smart in this kinda situation. ‘Cuz the love is such a stupid thing.

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Oh my lord, save me! It’s very difficult for me to imagine that I’ve got 2 English classes stupid like that!

    The 1^st one is so-called grammar class ….Cecilia…what a terrible English speaker……come out from her mouth: “ying der kuona”(in the corner)…“dis bok”(this book). and more exaggerate…. “yo shoulD remenba dis.”(you should remember this) .. “lyts polay a gum”(let’s play a game) “bol-ise and gols”(boys and girls) “yo ah dewided yinto 6 gloups”.(you are divided into 6 groups).etc.What a f*cking HongKong accent.       Last class we played a “game” :6 groups….fill in the blanks….who’s got an answer correct who’s got 1 point-_-|||…so stupid….. And she even said: “mainland students are always poor at English” .什么鬼话.what a bullsh*t!! Damn it!!! Obviously, she is looking down upon us! Is that called an English teacher?去街上随便抓一个菲佣英语都好过她啦！

      The 2^nd class……so-called oral speaking class….an old man…HKman ….studied in America……so of course he’s got better pronunciation ….but still stupid games……this time we are going to talk about one classmate’s hometown….the game we played long time ago in our primary school……but he seems enjoyed it a lot…..我吐！一把年纪了还在那里装可爱，兰花指加抛媚眼，顶不顺。。。但至少发音还凑合，忍了。     But I really don’t want to face this Cecilia for a whole semester……那叫什么烂发音，下节课肯定睡得昏死过去。

Oh! What a rubbish class……T_T……..no no no no no no……somebody help me!